Sad. Angry. I guess. At myself as well. And frustrated. Definitely. I’m not stressed. Yet. I’m just so angry/frustrated/annoyed at myself. And inside deep deep down, a little scared.
I need to let it out. I guess stuff gets to me easier than it should. And I know I should stop all the negative thoughts, but I can’t you know?
It’s like all bottled up. And I don’t know how to let it all go. How?
This time I can’t really contain it. I wish there was some kind of antidote or pill that you could take that would magically take all your worries away. But it’s like stuck. Like it won’t go away.