Its hard. Some days, it feels as if I’m living under a black cloud, and all I can see are the negative aspects of life. The mind is a powerful thing. For me, one negative thought can change the mood of my day. I tend to overthink stuff I guess. It’s as if my mind is on overdrive, I can’t stop, and I find myself slowly retreating deeper and deeper into a dark hole.
It’s a learning process, learning to control your negative thoughts. They control your emotions. And your emotions affect your relationships, your work, your outlook on life.
Sometimes it gets to me, you know? The harsh reality of life, the hate and anger and selfishness around me. I know we’re only human, but sometimes, don’t you wish there was something more?
Everyone has a story. I know. I just wish we were all real with each other. I wish life was perfect. Yeah right. We all know that Utopias don’t exist, and that my perception of a perfect world is probably different from yours.
But I can always hope right?
I’m not one of those people- always cheerful, seemingly carefree, sometimes I suck at hiding my emotions. I’m more of a heart-on-your-sleeve girl. So why do I always feel as if I’m wearing a mask?